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New Reality in Belonging - Michelle Loyd-Paige No. 109

This is the first of a series of podcast episodes that are introducing to the world a new doctorate of ministry (DMin) study cohort to be hosted at Western Theological Seminary. The title of this series shares the name of the study cohort, "A New Reality in Belonging: Contemplation and Justice for All God's People." More information about the program of study can be found at https://contemplationandjustice.westernsem.edu.

In this episode Michelle reads from Renita J. Weems' Substack essay, "Hope With Receipts: A Womanist's Search for God in Times of Crisis."

Introduction & Program Overview (0:05 - 2:36) Josh Banner introduces the Invitation Center, the new doctorate of ministry cohort, and the four core faculty. Explains the purpose of the podcast series and who it's for.

Setting the Task: Contemplation & Justice (2:50 - 4:05) Michelle frames the conversation around texts that help integrate contemplation and racial justice — "Do we know how to decenter ourselves to hear God?"

Participant Introductions (5:09 - 8:02) Michelle, Cami, and Keith introduce themselves, each sharing what it means to show up authentically in this space.

"A New Reality in Belonging" — Jennings Framework (8:22 - 9:35) Josh introduces Willie James Jennings' concept — the Spirit inviting us to cross cultural boundaries and bring our bodies into contact with other bodies.

The Reading: "Hope with Receipts" by Renita J. Weems (10:50 - 13:34) Michelle reads the essay aloud — grounded hope sustained by resistance, refusing to fragment ourselves, God found in ordinary people doing extraordinary things.

Michelle's Reflection: Deep Listening & Womanism (13:47 - 18:23) Michelle connects the reading to contemplative listening, womanism as a response to missing voices, the Montgomery bus boycott, and the need to listen across difference rather than assume commonality.

Cami on Community Beyond Commonality (18:44 - 20:50) Cami reflects on how deeper community is found in difference, not commonality — bringing one's "undivided self" and the sacredness of mutual vulnerability.

Keith on the Radical & the Moderate (21:56 - 26:28) Keith discusses how community should welcome fierce, radical energy alongside the moderate — the church's tendency to prioritize homogeneity and patriarchy, the Civil Rights movement's sidelining of women's voices, and the need for on-ramps.

White Allies, Church, and Younger Generations (28:20 - 34:30) Keith reflects on white allies in the church, white normativity in faith spaces, and a younger generation that sees moderate community as lacking credibility for justice work. Discusses how vacuum of authentic community drives people elsewhere.

Josh's Lament: White Male Body & Conformity (35:57 - 38:22) Josh names the "dominant gaze" that demands conformity, laments how his own white male body carries generations of cultural conditioning, and affirms the reading as prophetic.

Closing Wisdom: Pace & Compassion (38:22 - 40:37) The group offers closing words to listeners — take a breath, pace yourself, there's no coercion, this is slow long work. They sign off and preview Cami's reading for the next episode.

#contemplation #justice #subversivehope #subversivelove #prayer #meditation

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A New Reality in Belonging Series - Robert Caldwell & Keith Reynolds Pt III No. 107

What if justice begins with listening?

What if we don’t bring Jesus to others—but discover Jesus already among them?

In this final conversation with Keith Reynolds and Robert Caldwell, we explore contemplation, Black perseverance, cruciform leadership, and the sacramental presence of God revealed through our neighbors. A call to move beyond saviorism, recover communal wisdom, and practice a faith shaped by deep listening, shared life, and hope.

0:51 – Neighbors as Sacrament
Opening the conversation on symbiotic relationship, not saviorism
3:14 – Encountering God Through the Other
How we meet Christ in and through our neighbors
5:48 – NT Wright on the Church as New Creation
A unified, multi-ethnic body as a living sign of God’s kingdom
9:47 – Black Genius, Suffering, and Imagination
How suffering forms vision, creativity, and spiritual resilience
14:51 – Family Stories of Perseverance
Robert’s ancestral story of survival, migration, and hope
21:00 – Going to Celebrate, Not Just Serve
A corrective to paternalism: discovering Jesus already present
25:27 – Contemplation as Formation for Justice
Richard Rohr, inner quiet, and faithful presence
28:57 – Inner Life and World-Mindedness
Howard Thurman on the inseparable bond between contemplation and social responsibility

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A New Reality in Belonging Series - Robert Caldwell & Keith Reynolds Pt II No. 106

In Part II of this ongoing conversation, Josh continues his dialogue with Robert Caldwell and Keith Reynolds, deepening the exploration of surrender, obedience, and belonging.

Set in the season of Advent, this episode reflects on waiting, disorientation, and unfinishedness as sacred spaces where faith is formed. Drawing on Scripture and lived experience, the conversation challenges self-sufficient models of Christianity and imagines a more honest, dependent way of following God—one shaped by suffering, humility, and spiritual friendship.

Together, the hosts wrestle with the future of the church, the limits of institutional models, and the hope that emerges when control is relinquished and life is received as gift rather than project.

At its heart, this episode affirms that asking the question is itself an act of hope, and that new light often comes not through certainty, but through surrender.

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A New Reality in Belonging Series - Robert Caldwell & Keith Reynolds Pt I No. 105

In this episode podcaster and spiritual director, Josh Banner with Keith Reynolds, and Robert Caldwell explores how the church can embody creative, justice-oriented responses to today’s social realities by centering marginalized communities and reimagining spiritual formation as social transformation.

 

Guests:

  • Keith Reynolds (Western Theological Seminary)

  • Robert Caldwell (Answer Poverty)

Key Topics:

  • Church and social justice

  • Community development

  • Faith in action

  • Racial equity

  • Creative ministry models

 

00:00 – Introduction

  • Opening thoughts on not being anxious about current events and the call for the church to focus on supporting marginalized people.

00:32 – Organizing for Impact

  • Discussion on how resources are used to meet material needs in the community.

00:47 – New Wine, Old Wineskins

  • Reflection on the need for new approaches in faith and community work.

01:03 – Suffering and Imagination

  • The idea that suffering requires imagination and leads to collective genius, especially in the Black community.

01:25 – Robert Caldwell’s Influence

  • Robert’s non-reactionary approach and the wisdom gained from elders.

01:51 – Episode Overview

  • Host Josh introduces guests Keith Reynolds and Robert Caldwell, and outlines the themes of the episode: church planting, justice, and hope.

02:36 – Orientation and Vision

  • Robert shares his story; Keith discusses his vision for a new kind of church.

04:20 – Turning to Hope

  • Encouragement to focus on good news and practice hope despite a difficult news cycle.

05:40 – Love and Justice

  • Exploring the connection between loving God, neighbor, and self; justice as love in action.

09:00 – Personal Journeys

  • Keith and Robert share their backgrounds, vocational journeys, and the importance of mentorship and legacy.

16:36 – Church Planting and Community

  • Keith describes the influence of Robert on his approach to church and community development.

36:14 – Closing Reflections

  • The episode closes with thoughts on witness, legacy, and the ongoing journey of faith and justice.

  

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For information about the pending DMin cohort at Western Theological Seminary, visit: https://www.westernsem.edu/admissions/

Eastertide Series #4 Getting Small - Bonhoeffer’s Black Jesus No. 104

Listen to or download “Easter Small,” the meditative composition created for this Eastertide series.

In this fourth installment of the ‘Eastertide’ series, Josh Banner invites listeners to explore the concept of becoming small through Christ's resurrection. By reflecting on Psalm 131, the discussion delves into humility and love for others, even those we don't understand. The episode examines toxic masculinity, the nurturing aspect of God, and the importance of empathy in Christianity. Highlighting insights from Dietrich Bonhoeffer and Howard Thurman, Banner emphasizes the need for a counter-cultural approach to faith, focusing on humility, meekness, and a deeper connection to justice and love. Listeners are encouraged to reflect on their own posture and to engage in supportive practices for personal and communal growth.

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00:00 Introduction and Overview
01:18 Exploring Psalm 131
02:04 Contemplative Listening and the Divine Feminine
03:08 Toxic Masculinity and Patriarchy
06:00 Bonhoeffer and Thurman on Brotherhood
08:52 Bonhoeffer's Transformation in Harlem
12:19 Empathy and Its Potential Abuses
16:19 The Paradox of Becoming Small
21:07 Conclusion and Call to Action

Eastertide Series #3 Getting Small - Bonhoeffer On Powerlessness No. 103

Listen to or download “Easter Small,” the meditative composition created for this Eastertide series.

In this episode of the Invitation Podcast, Josh Banner explores the upcoming podcast series focusing on resurrection as an invitation to becoming small. He reflects on the heroic dimension often associated with Christian faith in America and invites listeners to reconsider their understanding during Eastertide, the 50 days after Easter. Using Psalm 131 and teachings from figures like Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Howard Thurman, and Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Josh guides a meditative journey on aligning with the meek, the poor in spirit, and the non-conforming minority. He also shares his experiences with contemplative practices in prison ministry. Tune in for a deeply reflective and thought-provoking meditation.

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00:00 Preface to Fram Eastertide

01:02 Introduction and Listener Feedback

04:00 Proposing a New Podcast Series

07:05 Meditation on Psalm 130 and Influential Readings

08:02 Personal Reflections on Ministry and Humility

010:25 Dr. King's Influence and Creative Maladjustment

12:34 What is your pending doom?

15:24 Sermon on the Mount, Blessed are the Poor in Spirit
20:14 Hosanna and the Call to Become Small

23:15 Conclusion: Embracing Smallness and Cooperation with God
25:15 Outro, How you can collaborate with the Invitation Center

Eastertide Series #2 Getting Small - Bonhoeffer On Powerlessness No. 102

Listen to or download “Easter Small,” the meditative composition created for this Eastertide series.

In this episode of the Invitation Podcast, Josh Banner explores the upcoming podcast series focusing on resurrection as an invitation to becoming small. He reflects on the heroic dimension often associated with Christian faith in America and invites listeners to reconsider their understanding during Eastertide, the 50 days after Easter. Using Psalm 131 and teachings from figures like Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Howard Thurman, and Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Josh guides a meditative journey on aligning with the meek, the poor in spirit, and the non-conforming minority. He also shares his experiences with contemplative practices in prison ministry. Tune in for a deeply reflective and thought-provoking meditation.

Please fill out this questionnaire to give the Invitation feedback on this podcast:

www.theinvitationcenter.org

00:00 Preface to Fram Eastertide

01:02 Introduction and Listener Feedback

04:00 Proposing a New Podcast Series

07:05 Meditation on Psalm 130 and Influential Readings

08:02 Personal Reflections on Ministry and Humility

010:25 Dr. King's Influence and Creative Maladjustment

12:34 What is your pending doom?

15:24 Sermon on the Mount, Blessed are the Poor in Spirit
20:14 Hosanna and the Call to Become Small

23:15 Conclusion: Embracing Smallness and Cooperation with God
25:15 Outro, How you can collaborate with the Invitation Center

Eastertide Meditation Series 'Resurrection Invites Us to Get Small' No. 101

Listen to or download “Easter Small,” the meditative composition created for this Eastertide series.

In this episode of the Invitation Podcast, Josh Banner explores the upcoming podcast series focusing on resurrection as an invitation to becoming small. He reflects on the heroic dimension often associated with Christian faith in America and invites listeners to reconsider their understanding during Eastertide, the 50 days after Easter. Using Psalm 131 and teachings from figures like Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Howard Thurman, and Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Josh guides a meditative journey on aligning with the meek, the poor in spirit, and the non-conforming minority. He also shares his experiences with contemplative practices in prison ministry. Tune in for a deeply reflective and thought-provoking meditation.

Please fill out this questionnaire to give the Invitation feedback on this podcast:

www.theinvitationcenter.org

00:00 Preface to Fram Eastertide

01:02 Introduction and Listener Feedback

04:00 Proposing a New Podcast Series

07:05 Meditation on Psalm 130 and Influential Readings

08:02 Personal Reflections on Ministry and Humility

010:25 Dr. King's Influence and Creative Maladjustment

12:34 What is your pending doom?

15:24 Sermon on the Mount, Blessed are the Poor in Spirit
20:14 Hosanna and the Call to Become Small

23:15 Conclusion: Embracing Smallness and Cooperation with God
25:15 Outro, How you can collaborate with the Invitation Center

Election Discernment 2024: A Cruciform Politics, to Love our Neighbors with Your Vote?

Politics as considering others as better than myself?

I was invited to speak at a political rally in the summer of 2020. I didn't have anything original to say at that time. So I memorized a bit of Dr King's writing from his collection of sermons, Strength to Love. All I felt led to do was to repeat these words three times.

The saving of our world from pending doom will come not from the complacent adjustment of the conforming majority but through the creative maladjustment of the nonconforming minority.

So, I'm trying a new thing this election cycle. I promise. I'm much less engaged of FB this time around than I was four years ago. But I have to find creative ways to express my creative maladjustment.

We are all exhausted by this election season. So much of me doesn't want to bother with any of this any more. Yet I continue to find ample amounts of love within, love for you, for my neighbors, for our country, for my wife and children.

So I made this video yesterday as a demonstration of this love. I posted a short edit last night and have received some helpful feedback from friends who feel embattled. I am grateful to be able to offer a hopeful perspective. Maybe the full length vid might help you too.

You are likely pretty beat up by all the pain and polarization, the culture wars. I don't want anyone to put themselves further in harm's way.

Yet, if you have any ounce of hope and strength, I encourage you to charitably, lovingly talk with some of your friends and family about your vote. Please do what you can in the next few days to engage each other.
It doesn't matter if you end up agreeing about policies. It does matter that we try to learn, live, and love each other with greater intention.

With great respect and affection,

Josh

From Victims to Witnesses - Forum on Spiritual Direction No. 98

Moving from victims to witness….

In this episode six members of the School of Contemplative Listening respond to our conviction that spiritual direction can solve (almost) all the world's problems. This is an episode in our onrunning Forum on Spiritual Direction series.

As we propose contemplative listening at the vital intersection of contemplation and justice, we are getting into the deeper terrain of existence. There are many reasons to fall into despair today. But if quiet ourselves and listen, we find that help and healing are not too far away. This is a movement from being victims to becoming witnesses.

This conversation has previously been between Josh Banner and Cami Beecroft Mann. We excited for you to receive the witness from others who have been studying and practicing spiritual direction!

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Opening song - "Wrestle" by Kristi Hepp from the album, In Between the Gardens available at kristihepp.bandcamp.com/album/in-betw…n-the-gardens

Our Deep Need for Listening - Forum on Spiritual Direction w/ Cami Beecroft Mann No. 97

We all need help. We can all offer each other help. Cami has taught me so much about these things!

This episode is a conversation Josh had with SOCL co-director, Cami Beecroft Mann in 2021. We consider this episode a prequel to the Forum on Spiritual Direction where Josh and Cami discuss the conviction that spiritual direction can solve (almost) all the world’s problems.

Download our free prayer guide, 40 Ways to Spend Five Minutes with God: https://theinvitationcenter.org/40-ways

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On Becoming a Human Being Fully Alive - Makoto Fujimura No. 96

Josh talks with painter, author, arts advocate Makoto Fujimura about the connections between creativity and prayer. To introduce Makoto Josh offers a reflection on Makoto as a 'worldly mystic,' how he offers for us in his paintings and writings ways to rediscover our own sacred yet earthly existence.

The video referenced "Mako Fujimura's Golden Sea": youtu.be/2B7_8w_FzPw

makotofujimura.com

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Getting Honest with God & Belonging to Myself w/ Kristi Hepp No. 95

Josh talks with Kristi Hepp about her new record "In Between the Gardens." This is the third episode that maps Josh's history with Oklahoma City where Kristi originally hails from. The focus question of this episode is the focus question of Kristi's record, what is a human being fully alive? In this episode, we discuss whether we could make a record that Kristi would want to listen to. Can she belong to herself? Can she even enjoy the sound of her own voice singing her own songs? We discuss the necessary fear and pain that the Holy Spirit invites us to name, and how loving ourselves requires us to receive God's love. And how this means getting honest with God about our deepest questions, doubts, and even anger.

Please support and share Kristi's music: kristihepp.bandcamp.com/album/in-betw…n-the-gardens

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Be sure to purchase this new record!

Suffering & The Mystical Body of Christ w/ Charlie Hall No. 94

What do we do with suffering? Why would we want to cooperate with the pain? How can suffering be helpful?

There are many reasons to be concerned with the way organized religion handles these very vulnerable questions. In this episode, I talk with worship leader Charlie Hall, an old friend about these things. That we can engage such vulnerabilities after so much time--this bears witness to the mystical body of Christ that exists beyond time and space.

The prayer for this episode: that we might recover a deeper trust in God and other people, to be honest about our suffering, and not alone.

I visited Oklahoma City in December of 2017 to gain support during the launch of the Invitation as a not-for-profit. OKC had been a spiritual home for much of my early adulthood. This conversation with worship leader, Charlie Hall is the second of two conversations I recorded during that trip. As I review the previous conversation with Brock Bingaman (episode #94) and this one with Charlie, my heart is full of gratitude for the spiritual reality of the church.

All music by Josh Banner except the closing track, Mystery is by Charlie Hall from his album, 2008 record The Bright Sadness, Six Steps Records.

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The Jesus Prayer & the Philokalia w/ Brock Bingaman No. 93

Maybe breath prayer could be helpful for your Lenten journey this year?

This is a conversation I had with Brock Bingaman, pastor of All Saints Community Church in Oklahoma City, about the Jesus Prayer and a book he co-edited on the Philokalia. Brock is an old friend I was glad to reconnect with for this conversation.

Books recommended in this episode:

The Philokalia: A Classic Text of Orthodox Spirituality ed. Brock Bingaman and Bradley Nassif;

The Orthodox Way, Kalistos Ware;

Desert Fathers and Mothers: Early Christian Wisdom Sayings—Annotated & Explained, Christine Valters Paintner

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Advent 2023 Meditations with New Prayer Guide! No. 86

Let's return to prayer, to longing and expectation during Advent.

There are many reasons why we need to be saved. Some days it feels like we'll never be saved. Then I realize, Oh...I've forgotten my prayer, of course the world seems dark. 
Advent prayer is about turning to the light. In this meditation, I offer the first of a six-part series of Advent meditations using the Invitation prayer guide, 40 Ways to Spend 5 Minutes with God.

This prayer guide, first written in 2015 has been substantially re-written with new prayer practices and Biblical rationale.

Download a digital copy of the prayer guide

A Sunlit Absence by Fr Martin Laird – Part XI No. 61

Part XI of marks our journey halfway through Fr Martin Laird's A Sunlit Absence. This episode is the third movement with chapter four. We've spent more time with chapter four because it is the most difficult.

If you are having difficulty getting your heart and mind wrapped around chapter four, you are not alone. Press on ahead if and when you sense the goodness of the Holy Spirit drawing. Do not force or fake your way. Read and practice your prayer. Practice your prayer and then come back to pray.

All worship and prayer is a continual, ever-deepening rehearsal of the Gospel. As Fr Laird shares Teresa of Avila's words with us: "It is all about love melting into love."

If you sense a further drawing into this love and would like some help and guidance this fall, consider The Invitation School of Prayer.

A Sunlit Absence by Fr Martin Laird – Part X No. 60

Part X of our journey through Fr Martin Laird's puts us squarely in the middle of the book. This is the second of three treatments of chapter four of the book.

As we wade deeper into these waters, Josh wants to give listeners participating more freedom to not only stop listening and working through the book but to even perhaps take a break from the Invitation Podcast altogether.

The awkward, strange, and even painful discovery is that as we move closer to God we are invited into more and more sacrifice, more death of self, more shifting of our priorities, and surprisingly more bewilderment.

During the time of Covid-19, anti-racism protests, and a contentious presidential race we need to find ways to be careful and patient with ourselves. Further commitment to spiritual discipline can anchor us, yet we cannot strive or force ourselves along the way. Sacrifice always needs to be a response to cooperate with and deepen our love of God. If we attempt to earn God's love through contemplative prayer in a spirit of striving, we will drown.

For those who sense the Holy Spirit's leading to go further into the discipline of prayer yet who would like further guidance along the way, please consider the Invitation School of Prayer launching this September with online resources for your growth: www.invitationpodcast.org/school-of-prayer 


It's my 45th birthday, August 6, 2020. The world seems like its on fire, but here we are in a happy place doing happy things. Long-time Invitation podcast music contributor, Jared DeMeester and my new friend Max working on Jared's music.

Sharing this journey through A Sunlit Absence is of the same joy and goodness, a way to push on ahead in hope love during Covid-19, anti-racism protests, and a contentious presidential race. 

Big LOVE to you!

Fr Martin Laird - Conversation #14 No. 59

"We have to have the humility to be no good at this, and gradually, as our practice deepens, these afflictive thoughts--they actually help train us."

These words from Fr Laird in our July 9, 2020 zoom conversation were worth the price of admission. 

The humility.....

to be no good at this...

That our struggles are part of the training. Our struggles are necessary!

In the context of Covid-19, the Invitation has been focusing on A Sunlit Absence, the second of a three-book series on contemplative prayer by Fr Martin Laird. This episode is Part I of two parts comprising an 1.5 hour conversation that Fr Laird so graciously shared with us.

Here Josh opens with a brief, guided prayer. Fr Laird shares some opening thoughts about contemplation in the context of all suffering we are experiencing throughout the world. Then we are able to interact with two questions from Invitation Podcast listeners who joined in to our zoom conversation.

The next episode, No 60, will be Part X of our journey through A Sunlit Absence. Shortly after Part II of this conversation of Q&A with Fr Laird will be available to you. Thanks for listening and continuing the journey.